here’s the thing i only ever come to this stupid site to post my stupid feelings about life and now is one of those times because i’m antsy and need something new like a new environment but i know i can’t run from things forever and the reason i want out of eugene so bad is so i won’t have to face my past. but i’m scared to invite the person i love to live in my hometown with me, because i don’t often like the person i am here, and i don’t want to be stuck. i need to learn when to let things fall into place and when to fight it

it’s not good how badly i want to leave